That I miss guestplaying for RJCSB. More than I miss playing for RJCSB. Maybe it's just Hymn of the Highlands or something, or the way I kind of miss the smaller things rather than the bigger ones. Or maybe it's just that the experience was more recent. Regardless I can't help but feel a sense of longing for that period of my life, when I'd rush down from work by cab, or listen to hymn on the MRT on the way. It's almost the same way I feel when I listen to Furusato in fact.
It does seem like a short time ago, and yet it's already been six months. Time is passing so slowly, yet so quickly that I can't get my head around it all, and it's driving me nuts.
It doesn't help either, that I suffer from the same problems as a fellow bassist, and keep wondering if that situation will ever improve....
What started as a simple one line post, the first above, has somehow turned into this long rant. It is quite interesting, though, this is one of the first tines I've tries writing so spontaneously; most of my blogposts are preplanned, and this is the first time I'm just writing whatever comes to mind. I'm not even at a com, I'm lying in bed posting this from my phone.
I guess sometimes it is a good thing, to release stress like this, although I hope I don't say anything offensive or compromising in the process.
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